Vincentius Johanes Adrian Ekky

Why did I fall in love with you

Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time had passed
I thought you’d always be here with me
But you’ve chosen a different path…
Why couldn’t I tell you my feelings?
My feelings grew every day and night.
The overflowing words…

Although I know…
They won’t reach you now
From the first day we met,
I felt like I knew you
The two of us clicked naturally
We went everywhere together
It was usual for you to be with me
We grew up to be adults together
But you’ve chose a different path…
Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time passed
I thought you’d always be here with me
That won’t happen anymore
Today holds a special meaning for you
Today is the day when you stand with a happy face

You make a vow to God looking beautiful
Next to a person who isn’t me
And being blessed

How should I see you off?
So why did I fall in love with you?
Our past I can’t return there
anymore
I thought it over
Why couldn’t I grab your hand and take you away?
No matter how much time passes
you’re supposed to be by my side
that won’t happen anymore…
Even though you’re away from me
For your eternal happiness
I’ll just wish for it
However lonely it’ll make me
Or how hard it’ll be

— 4 weeks ago

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Graced with Light

For more photos and videos from the Graced with Light installation, explore the Grace Cathedral location page.

This month marks the last opportunity to see Graced with Light, artist Anne Patterson’s year-long installation in San Francisco’s Grace Cathedral (@gracecathedral).

Commissioned in 2013 as Grace Cathedral’s artist in residence, Patterson strung nearly 32 kilometers (20 miles) of multicolored ribbons from the Cathedral’s vaulted ceilings. Illuminated from above and by light streaming in through the cathedral’s windows, the ribbons represent pathways of light carrying the prayers and dreams of visitors skyward.

— 2 months ago with 2525 notes
My Happy Ending


So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

Let’s talk this over
It’s not like we’re dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don’t leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

You’ve got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I’m difficult
But so are they
But they don’t know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It’s nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

— 9 months ago
"The Winner Takes It All" - Male Version

I don’t wanna talk
About things we’ve gone through
Though it’s hurting me
Now it’s history
I’ve played all my cards
And that’s what you’ve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser’s standing small
Beside the victory
That’s her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I’d be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw the dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It’s simple and it’s plain
Why should I complain?

But tell me does he kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When he calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don’t wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You’ve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all…

— 9 months ago
"The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, never explained."
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— 9 months ago
SHS Memories

SHS Memories

— 9 months ago
SHS memories

SHS memories

— 9 months ago
"Don’t left words unsaid. Whatever the results, you have to brave enough to face the unexpected thing :)
in case: the beautiful unexpected thing.."
K
— 9 months ago